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Things To Do Before I Turn 22
Get that overdue drivers license

Visit a new country

Travel

Learn to cook

Live and love


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    While everything around me is ever changing, ever dying, there is underlying that change a living power that is changeless, that holds all together, that creates, dissolves and recreates....For I can see in the midst of death, life persists, in the midst of untruth, truth persists, in the midst of darkness light persists ~Mohandas K. Gandhi Site Fights Spirit Counter

    twenty. loud. addicted to certain fandoms. reads fanfiction. likes to twist the written word. can talk about anything under the sun (and thats the problem). This blog is a compilation of my thoughts and my life...so you know it wont be very interesting. ;)

    Tuesday, February 15, 2005

    (Source: CNN.com) -- As residents of tsunami-ravaged regions struggle for the basics of clean water, food and medical care, focus also turns to the less immediate, but still devastating, mental toll on children.

    "The psychological effects are immense," explains Dr. Michael Wasserman, a pediatrician with the Ochsner Clinic Foundation in New Orleans, Louisiana. "Children understand sameness. And for reasons out of everybody's control, you've yanked that away. You've devastated their world." ...

    .....*sighs*.....the tsunami came and went, its ripples are still affecting the world....


    "There's a difference between doing right because its right and doing right because it makes you special and superior." Billie, Where's Walky.



    oh, if not for overcommercialised days, we wouldnt appreciate the daily going ons of our normal days!




    Or as the more jaded ones have said, happy singles awareness day ;)Not that Im in any way cynical. In my opinion, Im so so happy for my friends who have loved ones, and for my friends who are single, Im glad they dont have to worry about keeping someone else happy and burning money for them. I love my friends!

    Aha.

    Christinas been found. Enough said on that until I get back to Miri and find out more information.

    I head back to university this Friday, so if any of you reading this are from uni, lets meet up and chill before we succumb to the evil that is actual studying. I dont mind university most of the time, if it wasnt for the evil studying they make us do.

    Hmph.

    Thursday, February 10, 2005


    Your handwriting. The way you walk. Which china pattern you choose. It's all giving you away. Everything you do shows your hand. Everything is a self-portrait.
    -Chuck Paluhniuk


    Constantine is not showing here. Sadness.

    I wonder how much of me I let off as I go about my daily business. And I wonder much of me I dont show.

    Sometimes I think I withdraw from painting my self portrait so much that others get a distorted view of me, and other times I think I paint it so well that I scare others off and attract others at the same time.

    Happy Chinese New year, everyone. Although I do find it ironic how it coincides with the more somber Lenten season.

    So what are you giving up for lent?

    Yesterday I went out and ate garlic butter prawn pizza. It was heavenly.

    So, wanna hear a scary story?


    Law (corporation)
    Accounting (Financial)
    Technological Infrastructure
    Development 200 (Introduction To Comp. Programming)


    My units for next semester.

    Definitely a horror movie in my book.



    Monday, February 07, 2005

    Affirmation

    I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
    I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
    I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
    I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
    I believe that beauty magazines promote low self-esteem
    I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone
    I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
    I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned
    I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
    I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

    I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
    I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
    I believe your most attractive features are your heart and soul
    I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
    I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
    I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

    I believe forgiveness is the key to your unhappiness
    I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
    I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
    I believe in love surviving death into eternity


    No news about Christina yet.

    So yesterday, I attended this conference thing at my church for the CFC. And you know what? It was beautiful. Ive been too much of a lapsed catholic in the past year, making my own rules and bending the theories to fit in with my own life. And I guess I believe many of us christians/muslims/buddhists/*insertreligionhere*ists do that in this day and age. We claim to have faith but wander from the religion. I still havent made up my mind about where I stand faithwise, but Im hoping not to stray ever again.

    Hope. strong word.

    I find it strange that I have so many hits on my page and no tags. *glares at visitors* :-P Who could be visiting my site?

    You? you? maybe YOU?

    Im appreciative I actually get hits though. Means someone finds this site even relatively inetersting, huh? =P thanks, people.

    Anyways, funky is the word of today.Props to Fiona for for hvaing red streaks in her hair. All i can say is wow.

    I was hesitant about heading back to uni, but u know what, enough of this holiday, I need to get my life back. :)

    Saturday, February 05, 2005

    http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Saturday/National/NST32233827.txt/Article/indexb_html

    If the name Christina Audrey Jolly means anything to any of you reading this, please read.

    Yanked from Friendster:

    Emergency...Help Wanted!!!
    Message: Dear all...

    I bring everyone sad news for all who know
    Christina Jolly. On the 3rd of Feb, early in the
    morning (before dawn), her psychotic ex-
    boyfren, Yii Soon Hou (a.k.a Ah Hou),
    murdered Chris' mother by stabbing her 16
    or 17 times. Full details are still unknown.

    Frens of the family are still mourning for her,
    for she was one of the most wonderful
    people i know. But the greatest concern for
    us at the moment is Chris herself. Ah Hou
    has kidnapped her, and she is still missing.
    It was almost 12 hours before her mom's
    body was found, so she has been missing
    for that long too. He had driven away with her
    mom's car, which was found at the Miri bus
    station.

    The reason for this bulletin is not to spread
    gossip, but to generate compassion for this
    helpless person. PLEASE! Re-post this
    bulletin! Ensure all your frens see this! We're
    believing that she's still alive, and hoping
    that someone might see her! The pic on my
    profile is her.

    Pls call 016-8752745 or 016-8555966 if you
    see or hear anything. Thank you for your
    help, and I'll update any additional info that
    can help.

    Erin Wong
    (Posted: Friday, February 04, 2005 1:04:00
    AM)

    Lets all pray for the safety of our friend, Christina Audrey Jolly :(

    Friday, February 04, 2005





    She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D.





    "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize
    (Her curves) She's sexy!!
    Her ass is a spaceship I want to ride
    (Her ass) She's sexy!!"

    In 2004 you got your groove on - and had the best time ever.




    Ahaha, and dont I know it?

    2004 was fun, in all senses and meaning of the word. I ran my course, I skidded down and about, seizing my opportunities and taking them for what they were worth. I was pulled this way and that way and for once I rode with the wave, letting time and movement take me where it would. I didnt plan much in 2004, for better or worse, but neither did I get into any major scrapes like 2003.

    Met Gretchel today. We watched Elektra. Mildly entertaining movie. Seeing Gretch again was a blast.

    Im thinking 2005 will be a more responsible year for me. I do need to start thinking past the short term and focusing more on the future. Ive had my years of stupidity, and more stupid moments may come my way but as of now, I do believe Im over it.

    On a lighter note, I went on a downloading renaissance. Ah, the wonders of the internet.


    *sniff* 2 more weeks of freedom :(