A lie has always a certain amount of weight with those who wish to believe it.
E.W. Rice


Im back to Brunei and I do feel good.

"Speak your mind even if your voice shakes."
-Maggie Kuhn

My exams ended today, and with that is the closure of this semester. Never again will I have to touch those wretched textbooks. Unless of course, I repeat some units next semester because did I say Acc 250 was gonna r a p e me? It *did* Horrible horrible exam and Ill be lucky if I scrapped up enough marks to survive the unit.

Pah.

Badaboom, I cut my hair.


Yes, I mourn. But after all the damaged its been afflicted with, with my straightener, blowdryer and what not, my hair was fried and needed a break.

Yes, i will resort to ponytails.

Night out with the ladies:



Im going back to brunei this Friday. I cant wait partly because I miss my family and mostly because I miss proper meals and Im just really tired of looking after myself for now. =P

The essential conditions of everything
you do must be choice, love, passion.
~Nadia Boulanger


Thanks, Amilyn, Im glad someone shares my Mariah craze ;)

Three words, people.

Martin & Gretchel Forever

Babes, I will personally massacre anyone who stands in your way. Love you two!!!

Which reminds me, I was flicking through random friendsters today and saw this picture.

Ah, memories.



The beautiful ladies of SOAR, save some who were prolly jumping around, lol. I miss those times.

Not really much to update on. Be content knowing that Im stressed and tired and sleeeepy and going out to eat at this very moment. Been held up in my room, or Grets room or Shwes, the library and labs and opened my fridge and realised I have nothing at all to eat.

And thats never good.

:P

This is editted to add that Im a bad girl. I went out to watch Mr & Mrs Smith with Jonathan (an angel!), Jackson and Zeddy (devils, I tell you =p). Such bad influences, I was easily swayed though so maybe its my fault too. We had McDs and we even had those delicious coffee breads Ive been craving for. Great company, great film. I loved the movie. Finally, Brad is on screen with a woman more beautiful than him, and while these two havent really been in WOW! movies over the past few years, it must be publicized thatin this movie, these two really brought out the best in each other. Chemistry was sizzling, action was hot and just wow, were these two fascinating to watch on screen. While you might have to let your logic be twisted to believe some of the inane parts of these movie, just yeah, it was enjoyable. Two thumbs up.

Damnit, Five days to my exam. *runs off to textbooks*

No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they are pretty, even if they aren't. - Marilyn Monroe

Ahahaha, Wani dear! This lil sassy angel is one of my sources of sunshine in this university. She's spunky, she's feisty and dont let her size fool you, she's got a personality that will knock u down and out. We have similar movie tastes (Back To The Future Trilogy!! And aaaahh, ANACONDAS 2 STILL TRAUMATIZES ME!), we laugh about the silliest things, and she always has a smile for you, never mind that you look like crap ;) Thanks so much, hun!!!

Accounting Financial 250 is gonna r a p e my BRAIN.

So in a week, I have my final exams for this semester, and hopefully, Ill s u r v i v e them. Coz if I survive them, see, Ill only have a year and a half left before graduation with a bachelors degree and then I can get out of here and be a naked sky diving instructor by day and an official cheesecake taster by night. EIther way, I doubt Ill be in a career where my degree will be particularly of use, but lets hope so.Sometimes I envision myself as a backpacking road trip taking random job person, roaming e v e y w h e r e. I dont have roots that bind me anywhere, and I aim to find a place that feels like home someday and settle down there. Which is why Im preparing myself. Im preparing myself emotionally. Coz if I ever get out of the Philippines/Malaysia/Brunei area, Im staying out. It doesnt feel like home around here anymore, I dont feel like I live here anymore, and as a b s u r d as it sounds, at the nearest opportunity that presnts itself to me, Im flinging myself as far away as possible. I dont know how I suddenly got this nomadic surge, but perhaps its the constant feeling of perpetual detachment from my life around here. Like, I try not to get too attached to anyone, particularly a guy, because I know Ill l e a v e them in a second if the opportunity to leave ever presents itself, and I cant carry excess baggage, because I have e n o u g h baggage of my own to deal with.

In other news, I am a b i y a t c h. Never mind the whys and hows. Just believe me that I am.

Ive not been getting enough sleep, obviously, as I go out by night and study after and before. And during the day, Im somewhere socialising and studying, which sorta screws up my internal clock, but then again, its been screwed up before.

How come no one ever told me how sizzling h o t Mariah Carey is? She rivals Angelina Jolie as the woman Id turn lesbian for.

My weekend was a mixed up bag, as always, and thats how I like it. Im trying to come to terms with Gretchel leaving next sem, and its gonna be tough, but cest la vie...

Living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see.

- John Lennon

Been studying all night, applaud me if you must ;)

Ever had a bout of nostalgia engulf you when you suddenly see something that reminds you of an old friend? This morning I awoke to find that koala bear Katie gave me staring at me from the floor, where it had dropped from the sanctuary I had given it at the top of my cupboard. Must have fallen off during the night. And this am, I open up my blogspot, and my my, theres a tag and its her.

Ah, you taught me that dressing up was better as opposed to dressing down, u introduced me to the wonders of a hair dryer, you lowerd my inhibitions (scary =P), u rocked as one of the Hot Babes *shakes head at the crazy name Barke thought up for the only Curtin female soccer team, which by the way played again this sem!* and just wowed me.

Katie is one of the loveliest women Ive ever had the pleasure to know. She radiates confidence and beauty, and when youre with her, you feel like you can do anything. Katie babe, youve influenced my life (for the better or worse ;) ) and miss you muchly.

I also have muchly to tell you. I need your cell number to text u! GIMME! =P Um, please? Or you could use MSN more often, u cad. ;)

Well, this is a weird post.

Shall I update?

Lets see, I went out again on Wednesday evening, with Shwe, Ilma and Marwan, and we had a good time. Watched a movie, had McD, ate cake at Mega Hotel, had Desserts ice cream, had a late dinner at Alfresco, went to CB...all in heels and skirts, which Marwan made us ladies wear as we forced him to shed his overused t shirt for a proper shirt for our friendship nite out, no dates or boyfriends/girlfriends allowed. It was a ncie rekindling time for our friendship, which has lost its steam over thepast few weeks due to the avalanche of work, drama and worries. But we bounce back, dont we, and its udnerlined, bolded and italized that these three (incuding Gretchel but she was in brunei!) are my darlings here, and my source of sanity yet insnaity at the same time.

So my parents didnt come last week as I thought they would, but mom called me this morning at 7 am, interrupting my slumber, which Im certain included a dream with involved me, the Maroon 5 ensemble and cheesecake, and told me that they were coming in 3 hours.

Needless to say, I had to actually clean my tornado of a room as my mom is very very very good at making me feel guilty that I didnt inherit her neat gene...

I want to see Mr and Mrs Smith. I must see it. I also must get off the PC. Drat.

=P

Tt's tough when people want to act like they've cornered the market on hurt. like they're the only ones that have been through anything tough. -April H

Really, I hate those biyatches. =P

I wonder if anyone actually does visit this site to read my entries, or if Im just kidding myself. Hm.

I watched Star Wars (again!!!!) and Madagascar over the weekend, it was insanely funny, forget what the critics say, forget that its a cartoon, just go and have a jolly good time. I also managed to get myself into stupidity that will not be mentioned here, for my safety and to maintain my wholesome facade ;)

Less than 14 days to my final exams. What am I doing online? Oh yeah, to maintain a sense of normalcy. Hahah.

Memorial Day (in America), Armed Forces Day (In Brunei) and now Happy Gawai to Malaysians. So many reasons people turn to just to give themselves an excuse to drink, hm?

I went grocery shopping today, did my laundry and cleaned my room. Wow, I feel all accomplished. Now, if I actually get some studying done, Id be one happy lady.