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Visit a new country

Travel

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    While everything around me is ever changing, ever dying, there is underlying that change a living power that is changeless, that holds all together, that creates, dissolves and recreates....For I can see in the midst of death, life persists, in the midst of untruth, truth persists, in the midst of darkness light persists ~Mohandas K. Gandhi Site Fights Spirit Counter

    twenty. loud. addicted to certain fandoms. reads fanfiction. likes to twist the written word. can talk about anything under the sun (and thats the problem). This blog is a compilation of my thoughts and my life...so you know it wont be very interesting. ;)

    Saturday, October 30, 2004

    So in the end, was it worth it? Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become. It's always the last days of summer and I've been left out in the cold with no door to get back in. I'll grant you I've had more than my share of poignant moments. Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it. Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there's almost barely enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my talent. There are no more white horses or pretty ladies at my door.-Blow

    I joined a Conference today, um the Undergraduate Business Conference. It was just a day conference, but it was mostly aimed at those of us aiming for accounting careers. It was extremely fun, I was overly outspoken and I received a lot of prizes becaause I kept raising my hand, asking questions, answering questions...hahaha. I got, in total, a lot of booty, among them 3 beautiful pens, a smiley face stress ball, a note pad and a pretty bag. The only thing I didnt get was a mug. And the pretty Certificate and knowledge I gained to boot was awesome too.

    So, how has life been treating me?

    I dunno, pretty darn good, Im thinking =)

    I hate my haircut, though.

    So, the Curtin Happy Hour Nite at Ciao Mien was fun. It started at 7ish pm, and was basically run by the CV! volunteers, with performances by the Starlets, Azie's family band (who were darn good, btw!)

    So, it was a fun night. I was a bit nostalgic, as I saw the new kids running about doing what I used to do, but life moves on.

    Even though, or maybe stupidly because I 'bought' Bay(I RETAIN THAT I WAS WAVING AT BARKE, but hey, its for charity) at the auction, poor him, as it was not as much as compared to to girls earnings :P, and then the pool competition was fun. Unexpected winner =P David, the cashier at Ciao Mien, not any of the Curtin boys/ girls.

    I also helped by giving the best blow jobs of the night. As in bubbles, you perves. Hmph. Gotta hand it to some people's hilarious ability to make even the most innocent of things down right dirty. Crazy. Liz and Nadia were competing with me fiercely though, I must add ;)

    So yeah, that was a fun night.

    Other than that, law exam was good. I dont think Ill fail that. And less than 3 weeks to the defining final exams. yes, Im scared, but I just cannot wait to get them OVER with.

    I just cant wait for this semester to be over with..

    As for the whole crusade against the accomodations policy, we'll get there, people.

    And WAH, the weekend is almost over!!!




    Tuesday, October 19, 2004

    I survive on the breath you are finished with~ John Mayer

    I just cant wait for this semester to be over and done with.

    Its been zipping by so fast, its hard to comprehend that yes, its been 3 months since the semester began, 10 months since I turned 18, and 2 months until I'm 19.

    I feel really old all of a sudden, and I mean that at a physical, emotional and mental level. No, not really mature at all (i can profess that i beat even 5 year olds at littlekiddoms). But its like I feel Ive done everything there is to do around here and maybe Im just waiting for some miracle to occur to get me out of here.

    Going through the motions, playing that old part.

    Dont get me wrong. I have wonderful friends, i love my life.

    But Im just at that point where I'm looking for something more, and for the life of me, I dont know what that something is.

    "Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world; indeed, it's the only thing that ever has."~Margaret Mead



    Fighting for my rights is something Ive always done as a kid. But lately, I havent been doing that, and its like a small part of me has just chosen to succumb to the passiveness that is the (forgive me), Asian way. Submitting to the will of this leader and that leader.

    But kicking us international students out of the hostel if we've lived there for a year, especially on the grounds that the management promised us that we'd be allowed to remain for teh duration of our educational careers here is something else altogether.

    Perhaps one thing Im not is a leader.

    I prefer being told what to do, getting my part done, doing it well, and letting the world continue its spin, and all is fine and dandy again.

    So, what am I doing with this petition?

    It scares me a little, the magnitude of what we're doing, because we are such a small number and I know, when I collect their signatures, that theyre so hopeful that this will work. That this will keep them in the hostel.

    And as confident as I am that it will, as hard as I believe that we can reverse that preposterous policy, I know that I couldnt have gotten far without the strength of Gretchel and Navodi, helping me along the way.

    Lets cross our fingers and pray for a miracle.

    In other news, Im sleepy. Its almost 4 am and Im still here, typing this up.

    Sleep is beckoning. And when I open my eyes again, I pray that I have the strength and courage to put myself on the line here and 'fight' this.

    Wednesday, October 13, 2004

    First Post! Rejoice! ;)

    Somebody should tell us, right at the start of our lives, that we are dying. Then we might live life to the limit, every minute of every day. Do it! I say. Whatever you want to do, do it now! There are only so many tomorrows. - Michael Landon

    I had so many plans growing up.

    I planned to ski down that place called Aspen, that the movie Dumb and Dumber featured. I planned to visit the Statue Of Liberty, the Leaning Tower Of Pisa, huge museums and cathedrals all over the world. I planned to step into every front alley and backalley of the world. I planned to save lil impoverished children and maybe help them find homes. I planned to become an amazing writer who'd one day win a Pulitzer. I planned to ride every rollercoaster in existence, buying little anklets(my fetish) to mark every country I stepped into, and leaving my kiss mark on at least 1 person's cheek. I planned to bungee jump and sky dive, and still find a way to taste chocolate mousse and prawns and oreo cheesecakes along the way. I planned to meet everyone everywhere and travel to my hearts content.

    Then, I turned 9, and reality set in.

    Oh, I have travelled, just not to the extent and to the adventures my wild young mind conjured up ;)

    Growing older was never part of the plan, really. Obtaining an education before actually being able to accomplish said plans was unfathomable to my young mind. Alas, in a land blank of opportunities and of course, lackof finances in my case, I have yet to do above said things.

    My life is devoid of car chases( unless you count the crazy nights on the way back from CB), wild romances (my lovelife, or rather, lack thereof :P) and bungee jumps. There are no impoverished children( as John D doesnt count), no crazy adventures and travels are limited to Canada, the US and various Asian countries.

    What this blog will hold is just gonna be me and my writings, and maybe my writings are my life. And if yorue open to that, youre open to anything.

    And hopefully you'll like reading, because I do like writing.

    *welcomes self and any readers to my blogspot(which I created because of peer pressure! AH! *joke*

    Whatever the case, no matter how boring and mundane, this is my life..or else, an abbreviated and cleaned up version of it. ;)